I have been reading your posts. There are places where you can find better looking white women for less money. I envy Moscow because there is so much selection. But there are places with better looking white women for slightly more money in Europe an where the percentage of people living with AIDs is. 1%, lesser than the US. I know that on my first trip to Europe, wearing a condom, I still caught a bacterial infection that grew into a cyst from the first girl I fucked. Fortunately, it was only a skin infection. I have learned a lot from this Board. I picked up a 19 year old American girl in the US and a month later threw her out. I still roam the bars by myself. I had a bad night one night and sat there by myself and around 2: 00 am, a young blonde came over and sat on my lap. I had not said anything; she just chose to get drunk and come sit on the lap of a middle age man. I go to Europe when I have had a few bad months. But I still keep my costs down because I need the money for the future. I still look for girls in the US because long term, this is a very dangerous game. I don't get desperate. That is why I threw the 19 year old girl out. I don't worry about what people think. That is why I had enough balls to sit in a bar like a loser long enough for the blonde to get drunk and come sit on my lap. Yes, I know that if I were in Europe, I would not have had to wait that long and would not have to do all that work. But then I would also be at a greater risk of getting AIDS. It's all about managing risk. You have to diversify and have a variety of strategy. I would continue looking for a freebie in your home country regardless of how people look at U. Europe is a good escape when you have a few dry months of no sex with a hot girl. Choose your country wisely. There are countries out there with girls for less money and less AIDs risk. But that is something you need to find on your own. This Board has a lot of information.