Important of sticking to your frame and say what you want
Recent update and thoughts on the game.
Hi guys,
Long time no see. Hope you all are doing well.
A little update about my situation.
The bubbly and witty white girl really crushed into my life two months back through SA. Genuinely I like her a lot and I have shared a few puzzling doubts and thoughts here with you guys for advice as well. As she is traveling still quite frequently, we were just doing ppm the whole time. Dinner and hotels afterwards but I don't really stay over anymore so it always feels a bit rushy.
As time goes by, I start to notice her flaws in her personality and she def won't be a great lover for me at the end. As young as she is, instagram gets into her head so I basically become a wallet for her to tick the box in Dubai. We never talk about exclusivity and I have no intention to ask her as well so idk whether I'm the only one. Not caring that much anymore tbh.
Anyway she wrote me one day and talked about her life / money problems and asked to pay her all in once with the monthly allowance in once so help her out. I told her don't worry and I would take care of it. So on her birthday we went to a beach club and celebrated her be-day with a hotel room afterwards. Yeah its kinda great that we celebrated her birthday together and I dropped the allowance to her wallet when I left late at night while she passed out.
But the messed up part is, she would text me to meet and we would meet only for dinner and then she would say sth like she is tired or needs to get up early or just shows no intention to get a room again. She never allowed us to use the hotel room she is living in for whatever reasons. We have been sleeping together for at least a dozen of times but ever after the monthly thing started. Shit started to get weird. We met for at least two three times but no sex. I am a pretty reasonable guy sometimes and also don't want to force any idea into sex because it sucks for me. So yeah. Now she is back in Europe for a few weeks and we only fucked once in June. I do felt upset given all the money gone from the nice restaurants or beach clubs.
With that being said, a few pinoneers' words always get into my head. The importance of structure and frame. I have spoiled her and lost my frame with her. Maybe she didn't do this on purpose but I doubt it. Def she has been taking things for granted instead of working her way up like the old days. Maybe this is a sign that I need to say Ciao Bella now with her.
Anyway, next time when she texts me I will tell her about the un-satisfaction and def I won't be able to continue the monthly allowance which just started. Not only to get the frame back but also just to make myself happier as the whole thing started to please ourselves, isn't it?
Besides the little drama here, there is a Middle East girl who is quite into anal. We meet once a week now but she is a bit dull. Great in bed though and we just get a place and do it sometimes.
There is also a huge ass mixed girl that I saw once last month or even longer ago. She is great but somehow I just don't find the energy to connect with her. I didn't mean to ghost her and she has been messaging me again. So maybe I would see her again with ppm. Pretty practical girl but the sex is ok not great.
Hope my contribution helps a bit here and wish you all are doing great!
All the best.
AsianMarkCuban.