My first mongering experience
I am sorry for the delay. I am writing this very late. This is my first FR and will be my last, because I am so scared and horrified by the experience that I doubt that even I am capable of mongering. I broke off with my girlfriend and didn't get sex for months. So I decided that time has come to try something. So I got a contact from LOC and confirmed it on this forum. I tried girl named Nisha (last digits: 403) from Kondhawa. It was my first mongering experience so I asked her over phone whether she is ready to do DFK? Because I just can't do it without it. She agreed. I went to her place but she kept me waiting for 2 hours. So I was tensed and drank 3 bottles of Pepsi. The wait almost killed me. Then she asked me to come to her place. She opened the door and was wearing a pink colored short skirt. She was plump, overweight with big boobs, and lips to die for. My eyes lit up when I saw those boobs. Then she chit chatted with me really long and asked me whether I have done sex before, I said yes with my girlfriend. Then she asked about my breakup and insulted me by seeing any girl can fool you. Then just to stop this discussion I said to her that enough chit chat (it was going on for almost 25 min). Then I tried to kiss her but she refused DFK. And warn me that I can kiss on her lips but she will stop if I drop even one ounce of saliva, I felt some jitters in my body. I was uncomfortable from the start. Then she slept like a lazy buffalo and removed her top. I was trying some foreplay by removing her bra with teeth but it didn't work out. She was in hurry. She opened her big boobs! Wow! They were awesome! And I sucked them like baby. She was wearing some some band around her belly button, she said that doctor advised her. After that she took my johny in her one hand and started giving HJ mechanically. When I complained she started CBJ with a lot of speed but attitude was same. I got turned off and my johny was refusing to get hard, I was shocked and nervous. I usually get hard my watching porn of debatable quality. But nothing was working out. I was cold due to her mechanical response and boastful attitude. I felt that I am not man enough. She was okay with anal and wanted to have sex in doggy style, I tried to fuck her, but by then I was so fearful by this experience that my johny was still semi hard. I couldn't do it. I didn't enjoy this at all. I was feeling the shame of not getting my johny hard. Then I got frustrated and took my condom out and then started the HJ. It was again mechanical and painful, some sperm fluid burst out of it and this girl was angry that I why I dropped my sperms on her bedsheet. I was so pissed off that I dressed quickly and left her home.
Looks: 6 (Fair plump bong girl).
Boobs: 8. 5 (the only good part about this deal).
Body: 6 (Fat and fleshy).
HJ: Mechanical. (No DFK / Kissing).
CBJ: Really fast one (didn't enjoy).
Damage: 4500.
I will not visit this girl again and anyway she said to me that she is going to get married. So don't know whether she is still in Pune. People here, I know this might prove to be the most naive review, and a pathetic one too. But I would like to admit my jeopardy and nervousness here. Would I try mongering again? Yes I want to. But If girl refuses DFK and has attitude problems, My answer is a big no. I am feeling a bit dejected. I want to take paid subscription of this forum but I lack credit card. Is there any other way to activate this? And to all fellow mongers here. My confidence is pretty low now. Can I do it again? Is it normal to go through this kind of experience? Please guide me.