I need HELP I falling for one
Hey so I'm turning to the forms because I'm caught.
Backstory. Saw her last year, she was a semi who we had a great great time together. College girl, not a real pro but does it to get clothes, phones while still gong to school. (she actually goes, I visted her there).
So She quit in the begining of the year, changed her number and gave me her new one, and all her social media links (private ones in her inner circle of friends).
I come visit her recently, before I arrive I ask her how much for her time. She makes a remark like "oh what you think I'm going to be your ****! And caught me off gaurd. I later find out she is more joking. But anyway.
I arrive and I see her first thing, she comes over and says she does not want any money because it is really weird to take it from me. We have a great vibe, the things sexually we do together is in the top 3 best of my life, maybe #1. We bone, no protection. (I never do this, maybe 4 girls in my life).
I ask her to come another time, let me meet her friends. I make everyone dinner we hang, she even tells me not to to tell her friend how we met. (it's very discreet).
We spend pretty much the entire time I am there together. She is super intelligent and we have a similar family background and causes a further connection between us. I further our bond and I creampie with her (she is on the pill and lets me know before hand, she also alludes to not wanting kids now etc).
So I guess I am feeling very special. She really isn't nomrally this much into gringos and what is amazing is, she actually shows up on time when she is suppose to be there. No flaking, no faking, all honesty.
Now at the time she states to me she quit and she did it for about 8 months. She doesn't see herself gooing back.
I leave and I've been gone for about 2 months or so. We are in contact everyday, social media, video, whatsapp, email everything. I know her friends, tye know me.
She did say she was having fun with me but was really enjoying the connection and all that.
I started lurking the prepago sites and looking to see if there was any ads that looked like her. Sure enough I found one that MAY look like her. I could not confirm.
I videoed with her, whatsapped from another whatsapp foreigh phone and called while I was on the phone with her. It rang. Damm 2nd phone, it's her.
During that video chat I was able to get it out that she was working again. But the thing is, the way she told me first she "didn't want to talk about it" but she said "oh I stopped because it was to much and I was tired and I needed a break".
The thing is, she is honest with me because I look for her new number and reversed all the other ads and she really only started up again recently.
The truth is, she says she doesn't trust men and no matter what she wil think I am fucking other girls. She has a point and you know what (I totoally lied, I banged while I was there but not while back) But there is SOMETHING!!
I want her to really fall in love with me. I am going to take her on a plane somewhere soon.
Guys, I know I am talking crazy right now. I need someone to make sense of all this. Also she really does not have the typcial prepago body. No surgery all natural etc. I want to get her.
I know there is part of me that deep down just wants her to open up and be in love. Maybe it is a game, maybe it is my ego.
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