[QUOTE=Jatayu;2526561]Hello folks,
I am genuinely concerned of everyone's health here and have decided to share my personal ordeal. I am a chronic porn addict and a serial fap (masturbating) addict. I fap at least twice every single day and have been doing it for more than 12+ years. I have had some FS encounters and many MP encounters and it took me a lot of deeds to think for myself as to why I was finding it hard to ejaculate. I used to pride myself as I was able to hold it for 40 to 45 minutes and sometimes even find it impossible to ejaculate even when inside a women.
I was hesitant and was living in denial thinking there is nothing wrong with me but it lately hit me as my parents have started looking for brides and I thought of going on a banging spree and score as many FS as I can but reality hit me hard. I came to know about the death grip syndrome and how I have made my tool completely desensitized to any other stimuli apart from my hand and porn. I have tried noFap all my life and the hardest I could stay without noFap ever was 9 days.
Now to treat this and get back sensitivity and be able to ejaculate inside a woman my doctor explained to me that I need to create new neural patterns in my subconscious and need to not jerk off for at least 3 months and stay away from doing it later as well. I was told if I don't gain sensitivity back in 90 days I might be in some serious trouble.
I finally gave myself an ultimatum that I would not indulge in PMO (Porn / Masturbation / Orgasm) anymore and only venture in FS. Though I often visit MPs I am going to only opt for B2B or TA that's all.
Folks out there my genuine plea to you all is to know yourself better. If you find yourself being addict to fapping or porn break it as early in life as you can. If anyone wants some advice or need an accountability partner feel free to hit me up.
I am back in Chennai and will soon start my FS journey. This is probably going to be my last year as a bachelor and I am going to want to bang at least 50 birds.
Stay safe, keep mongering.[/QUOTE]I think you have made clear statement for many guys here. But Porn & Masturbating alone affects encounter. We also need to have a healthy food and regular workouts.
