Maby I am just beeing emotional.
Just arrived into BKK this eve after a delayed flight from Manila I thought of maby going to BASH. Though have I not so long time ago got reports from back home that my half pinay in my house is pregnant. This means I have 2 pregnancies going at once. One in Quezon City Manila and one in my country. This will probably mean I have to narrow down my mongering a bit atleast until the first baby is born. How I will tell my GF I also have one girl pregnant with me (atleast I think it is mine so far but DNA will be had as soon as possible but so far I pay for best treatment incase it is my child) in Manila. This is getting worse day by day but since I am going to stick with my responsibilities and not run away from neither one of them and I will choose my GF any day this gets me to question my mongering. So tonight Friday I think I will close it down for a while where it all started and as far as I remember the first decent mongersituation I put myself into was Spasso. I will have my last take out from there tonight going soon. I ofcourse question this will be my last trip into BKK as I love the place but something today made me think. Like what am I doing. Starting to having babies then you are playing with real fucking lifes damn it. And deep inside I am a nice chap, friendly and humorsitic. Born on the bright side of life and never had any real trouble except from a situation I put myself in due to horninsess.
I will end my trip with the most beautiful of the tahichineese girls I know (regulars). And we will go away for a few days before I head back home and face reality. I will write reports though from my experiences on this travel. They have been quite a few both here in BKK and in MNL.