I wish you the best. But this is a one-way street. Once a monger, always a monger. The LE fear has made you think about this which is good for you and family. The root cause of your mongering initiation may still be alive or dormant. Regarding family trust, its already lost and can't come back. Your conscience knows it well. The fear-guilt-regret behavioural life cycle is common to most mongers. 99% relapses. But then if you can control your urges, nothing like it you could be in that 1%. All the best.
Cheers!
[QUOTE=HomerShah;1822509]Hey guys,
This is my final post. Well I am not a big time monger. Just did few stuff here and there.
While as per my post about raid in the service bar. I have been thinking. I have decided to quit. The thing is the raid continued for like 45 minutes. During those 45 minutes I kept retrospecting. I mean I was scared, yes I got away without a scratch. Even afterwards I keep thinking is this stuff worth it.
And I found the answer, no this isn't worth it. After sex with the girl I feel like world class loser. What did I really gained, I just lost something. I just killed my families trust, I lost my self respect and I have not gained anything. I just lost so much.
Well my post is mostly for the newcomers, if you want to do it, it is your choice. Getting a girl is not hard, they are available. Though in the end you will regret it.
Take care and stay safe.[/QUOTE]