Hyderabad / Andhra Pradesh

Went to Canada leaf spa after a long time.

From a choice of 4 birds, selected miss Sh, as she looked young and fit compared to the rest. She looks like she's from Orissa.

Usual chat to make her drop her guard. Her usual chat force mentioning she has a BF, reason to come to this industry blah blah.

Massage below par. Spoke in English.

Quoted 1 k HJ, 1.5 K HJ+TL and 2. 5 K for B2B. Took HJ + TL.

Superb young and taut melons but with limited access. She did good HJ with focus on some special areas. Had a good chat later and all her attitude seemed to vanish. Will return to break her down.

[QUOTE=Pratkston;2847594]First things first, No moral policing please. I don't know what I am looking for from asking this question here maybe just want to see if anyone feels this way and how are you dealing with this kind of feeling.
Again I don't know what I am looking for, just felt like posting here.[/QUOTE]I too felt the same in initial days. However this only happens when I have bad meets or bait & switch bad experiences. If wg is exceptionally good looking and good in bed then I used to feel like money well spent. May be control your urge and try to meet only vfm wgs which may help. You are not alone don't worry.

Tried getting bitcoin from the steps listed below.

The seller keep me insisting to share the aadhar details from the account I transferred money. I tell him I am not comfortable to do that and he should refund the amount, he started abusing and all childish things filed a complaint against him but website blocked my ID. Wtf.

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Bro, I felt the same initially. But,

The clarity that I did not cheat anyone made me comfortable. Yes, I had sex out of marriage, but I know why I had what I had.

I wanted to save my relationship and have my family. Did not want lack of sex to be a reason for a divorce or separation. I love my wife, and I respect her even today. But, its one sided that's a different story for some other time. Just because I have tied a knot can't make me force myself onto her. Hence my indulgence into this line. Saying not to justify that I am right. I have my own baggage, and I seek clarity within.

And in my dictionary of life and the fucks it gave me, I am not wrong in doing what I am doing.

2. After a release, it's quite common. I believe so. I read an FR, was excited and then realized that there was no vibe. I mean, the same people we meet accidentally based on FRS could be different people with different POV. So all experiences are not equal.

Move out and see where your comfort zone lies. Say a WG is like your college crush you wanted to have conversations with, flirt with, hug and spend quality time not necessarily sex.

Go and meet them. Apart from having sex, keep your boundaries and talk. Be it a man or woman, a conversation that vibes will give better and cherishing orgasms than hard / rough / kinky sex.

3. Don't indulge in some random sex because of urge. Rather jerk off. But, if you feel like hugging someone and have some intimacy, spend a few bucks extra and be with someone nicer than hump and dump types.

Every being is emotional, just relax yourselves and talk.

4. If you are not married, its better you be active on dating and seek some thing better. A NSA or something else with no emotional stuff is better. But if emotions are your thing, be empathetic and expect nothing more from other person.

5. As long as you are not deceptive, cheating someone in your books, manipulating or forcing yourself onto something. You are, trust me. At a better place.

Just an over thought.

Give it time and eventually, things will settle down. P.S. : I am still fighting my suicidal thoughts on an off, and I take time. I have a clarity that I have family and I can't leave them behind. And when it comes to fun, I made a checklist now to explore pleasure in different formats. Sex, racing, yoga and work that I love.

Take care brother. Its always recommended to speak out, and if you are not comfortable, seek a professional help. Don't be hard on your thoughts.

Peace!!

[QUOTE=Pratkston;2847594]

I have this guilt feeling post mongering like immediately after release I just can't wait to get out of that place[/QUOTE]

[QUOTE=Pratkston;2847594]First things first, No moral policing please. I don't know what I am looking for from asking this question here maybe just want to see if anyone feels this way and how are you dealing with this kind of feeling.

I have this guilt feeling post mongering like immediately after release I just can't wait to get out of that place, On my whole way back home I feel like what the hell did I do. But then again its the same story after a few days. I just can't control myself to visit another bird. Its similar to Porn addiction and BTW I do have porn addiction and every time I masturbate I have that same feeling but not as heavy as what I have after mongering.

I don't think I can ever do two shots like some brothers do as per FR's here, I don't know about stamina but purely because of the guilt that I did some mistake, I don't think I can stay with that bird any more time to have a 2nd shot.

I want to either stop mongering or just enjoy mongering even after its done like its a normal thing like going to a movie / show for stress release. At the moment I am not able to do either thing properly.

Again I don't know what I am looking for, just felt like posting here.[/QUOTE]You are not alone in this feeling. I too feel the same and regret the choices I made but it usually stems from unhappy experiences, rather.

Save money and go for VFM or GFE, if not just jerk off and save your money.

[QUOTE=MongerMama;2847852]P.S. : I am still fighting my suicidal thoughts on an off, and I take time. I have a clarity that I have family and I can't leave them behind. And when it comes to fun, I made a checklist now to explore pleasure in different formats. Sex, racing, yoga and work that I love.

Take care brother. Its always recommended to speak out, and if you are not comfortable, seek a professional help. Don't be hard on your thoughts.[/QUOTE]Wise words. Hope you are doing well now.

5 spas, 9 therapists - 6 Thais, 1 NI & 2 NE in the last 32 days. All the spas I have been to I took only HJ & TL. Will try to write a detailed review when I find time.

Hyderabad: Cops raid brothel run from Spa at Banjara Hills, 14 women rescued.

[URL]https://reddit.com/r/hyderabad/s/v3VsMxVuKX[/URL]

[QUOTE=MongerMama;2847852]Bro, I felt the same initially. But. . .
Peace!![/QUOTE]Wow, really well said brother. I liked the clarity you got in life. Wishing you nothing but the best.

Happy fucking.

Regards.

Hi peeps, came across this profile on MR. Alina (currently in capital). Curious to know anyone tried her. What were the damages and what is the feedback?

[QUOTE=MongerMama;2847852]Bro, I felt the same initially. But,

The clarity that I did not cheat anyone made me comfortable. Yes, I had sex out of marriage, but I know why I had what I had.

I wanted to save my relationship and have my family. Did not want lack of sex to be a reason for a divorce or separation. I love my wife, and I respect her even today. But, its one sided that's a different story for some other time. Just because I have tied a knot can't make me force myself onto her. Hence my indulgence into this line. Saying not to justify that I am right. I have my own baggage, and I seek clarity within.

And in my dictionary of life and the fucks it gave me, I am not wrong in doing what I am doing.

2. After a release, it's quite common. I believe so. I read an FR, was excited and then realized that there was no vibe. I mean, the same people we meet accidentally based on FRS could be different people with different POV. So all experiences are not equal.

Move out and see where your comfort zone lies. Say a WG is like your college crush you wanted to have conversations with, flirt with, hug and spend quality time not necessarily sex.

Go and meet them. Apart from having sex, keep your boundaries and talk. Be it a man or woman, a conversation that vibes will give better and cherishing orgasms than hard / rough / kinky sex.

3. Don't indulge in some random sex because of urge. Rather jerk off. But, if you feel like hugging someone and have some intimacy, spend a few bucks extra and be with someone nicer than hump and dump types.

Every being is emotional, just relax yourselves and talk.

4. If you are not married, its better you be active on dating and seek some thing better. A NSA or something else with no emotional stuff is better. But if emotions are your thing, be empathetic and expect nothing more from other person.[/QUOTE]I openly bang 20-24 yr old hotties in my house. Even threesomes when the girls are into it. Not married. Don't intend to. I am 32 yr old.

Society treats me like arjun reddy, although I don't look anything like him. (also, he was definetly banging those hookers in the movie).

Over time, I made it a point not to indulge with chicks / people with bad attitude. Even if the experience is bad, if the attitude is not bad you will come out and just move on.

If you feel guilty / bad, do soemthing else. You will never get over it. Cut your eepee or something. Choice 2: don't feel guilty, move on.

Based on the earlier forum review decided to try DT Spa, The Spa Setup is okayish, They have both local and NE staff.

Tried Miss L, massage was good but service was mechanical, Took TL + HJ.

Big Bathroom attached to the room, Towel didn't look hygenic.

Damages 2 + 1. 5.

WIR: No.

Hi brothers,

Does any one know of a good place (spa + jacuzzi), extras not required. We have to go out as a couple, and hence any good place that brings in some peace and relaxation, without having to worry about other stuff and does not want to spoil the time or experience.

Thank you for any suggestions.

Cheers.

[QUOTE=MongerMama;2848065]Hi brothers,

Does any one know of a good place (spa + jacuzzi), extras not required. We have to go out as a couple, and hence any good place that brings in some peace and relaxation, without having to worry about other stuff and does not want to spoil the time or experience.

Thank you for any suggestions.

Cheers.[/QUOTE]If you are not looking for extras, then you can Try in celebrity mall located in Gachibowli.

I tried that and the service is very good.

What would be course of action in these circumstances?

There's always a risk of LE in infamous spas and this is always on mind running at every sound of knock. Anyone (I hope not) had experiences they can share to deal with situations like these?

[QUOTE=PuccaMonger;2847886]Hyderabad: Cops raid brothel run from Spa at Banjara Hills, 14 women rescued.

[URL]https://reddit.com/r/hyderabad/s/v3VsMxVuKX[/URL][/QUOTE].