Tina, Nadine and a Goodbye. Maybe for now, maybe forever to the forum
These 2 reports may be my last for a while as I figure my life out or maybe my final reports on this forum ever. A bit of a background is necessary to understand what went down and why. So this is going to be long and will be a crazy ride. If you want to just read the reviews scroll towards the bottom of the post find the links and the reviews should be below. As a 41 year old I write this somewhat to get things off my chest, somewhat to warn you good folks on the thread.
So as some of the regulars on the forum know I've had issues with my marriage for a very long time now (8-9 years) - 3 separations, 3 reconciliations, to the edge of divorce twice before. Finally last year I took my absolute final decision on this and decided to end it. Period. There was nothing to work on anymore, and however much I kept telling myself I am going to make it work for my kid, marriage only works if both parties are into it. I'd checked out of my marriage a long time ago and around Feb last year some things happened that flipped the switch on it for me. Basically I was doing more harm than good to my kid by trying to make something that was irreparably broken work. I have had some casual encounters on and off but to avoid feelings and all that entails I'd always preferred pay to play. But this time I started actually looking for someone I could spend some time with find some solace in their arms that sort of stuff. And I met a few people. Two in particular are relevant to this post.
Let's call one A and the other be. I actually started speaking to be earlier. Online only, kinky, freaky like me but we just couldn't meet. Plus the appearance of a marriage was still on and my crazy ex is clingy as fuck when she wants to be. Sometime later A comes along. And blows my mind. 2-3 days of chatting and we both were done! Like literally crazy crazy about each other. Finishing each others sentences, thinking the same naughty thoughts everything that I'd missed out on 11 years of marriage, I felt she had to offer. And we met. And it was even better in person. You know the kind of passion that can burn the world down, that's what we had in our times together. During this period be also would talk to me but I told her I think I'm falling in love with someone and I don't want to lead you on. But be and I were kindred souls and kept each other updated on our lives. Hers obviously more exciting 'because she was playing the field and getting up to all sorts of shenanigans mine a little tamer but finally exciting nonetheless. And things kept getting deeper with A. Finally to the point that I could foresee a future with her and pulled the plug on things at home. That's still an ongoing process despite the fact that we are about 7 months into our separation. But A was what I wanted. But things happened and I don't want to get into the specifics of things but it crashed and it burned spectacularly. So much so that by early July I was a broken man. The ex and my kid had moved out. A never wanted to ever see me again & I was left wondering how to actually kill myself. The only thing that prevented me doing something crazy stupid was my kid and my parents. Basically too many people counting on me to make things work for them. So I didn't. Through all this be was my safe space. My rock, my safe harbor. And while I wasn't necessarily developing feelings for her I was beginning to deeply care for her. Her personal situation was a mess as well and she did something really really stupid that I slowly and surely helped her get out of. We'd begun meeting but hadn't yet hooked up or anything. I didn't want to fuck things up for her but being the horny midlife crisis ID gotten to be by that time I did want her bad. But held off. Being the bestie, the shoulder she could cry on, talk in an absolute non judgment space etc. I know she had a non exclusive situationship in her life. Until we both couldn't take it anymore and we booked a resort for a couple of days and went at it like a bunch of horny rabbits. And it was amazing. I wouldn't say we had feelings or anything but it was like two amazing friends who could fuck. And that here was that. I still wasn't over A and needed my closure with her for my sanity. And that I found sometime in late November. After that the amount of time I kept spending with be just made me start falling (yes, I have a problem & I'm working on addressing it), but I was okay with her lifestyle. Especially given the fact that her situationship had been in her life for some time now and helped her stay sane. Until earlier this week. When I'd wanted her real bad but she couldn't make it and then went ahead and had a threesome with some strangers the next day. And that fucked my sanity up. I knew we weren't exclusive or anything and I can't hold her to anything but I felt what we had was special. But nope wasn't the case. I've realized that I'm not really a catch with my moping around and the sort of depression I'm going through and that probably is a downer for the ladies.
And this is what brings us to last night. Horny, lonely me hit the pages or ISG and the MR thread in specific. First page itself someone had written about Tina and she seemed reasonable and we come now to the report.
FR#1.
[URL]https://massagerepublic.com/female-escorts-in-dubai/tina-independent-came-back[/URL]
So reached out over WhatsApp. I was a beer down, horny and not really making the best decision. Comms were easy. Got the location in Tecom and since I was in jumeirah headed over.
Services advertised were DFK, DATY, BBBJ, COB, CIM, FS covered and the rate agreed was 8 reds for 2 hours and 4 rounds.
The mess of feelings that I was in I was already regretting going there but I decided to power through to see if I still had it in me. Big mistake. Found the location easy enough, did the tricky go two extra floors up and then take the stairs downstairs routine and got to the apartment. Security asked to see my ID but he didn't actually look at it just wanted to make sure I had one.
Go in greeted by the madam and immediately asked for the money. And then she proceeds to bring in someone else. I should have stood my ground but I was already regretting coming and in no mood for an argument. Baited and switched on. Anyway the person she brought in was cute enough and I said fuck it. Let's just go with the flow.
Moved into the room. Decent enough. Nice body. Cute face.
Now this is where things start going south for me. Because my head is so fucked my sexual performance was the worst it has ever been. Literally 30 seconds to maybe a minute the first round before I came. Cuddled with tears in my eyes and my head and ego fucking hurting before she proceeds to suck me off but says no CIM. Again I've already checked out of the whole experience already and I just let it go. Let her know when I'm about to unload which is probably two minutes in or three at a stretch and that ends. Cuddle for another half an hour regretting all the fuck ups I've done in the last year or so. Before I ask her to just jerk me off. This time around while at full mast, even 15 minutes in I couldn't unload and I just gave up. Took a shower and left.
1. Place - 6.
2. Girl - 5.
3. Services - 3. I'm actually being generous here because of my lack of performance but having the b&S and then the services advertised not being offered, if I hadn't been in the frame of mind I would have left and forced for a refund.
4. WIR or would I recommend. No on both counts. I won't be going back as I need to figure things out so that's that. At the same time any joint that does a b&S on me I would never recommend.
FR#2.
[URL]https://massagerepublic.com/female-escorts-in-dubai/nadine-allinclude-downtown[/URL]
This is about the famous Nadine and happens around Sep last year.
Booked her for 14 reds for a full 3 hours. And she was exceptional. Simply exceptional. Yes the body is man made, has been around the blocks but the girl makes it her mission to please. And with her everything she advertises is there. She knows how to keep you on edge, and loves being a naughty you know what. That was right up there with my top 3 paid experiences in Dubai. No time watching. Unlimited rounds although after the 6th my legs had stopped communicating with the rest of my body.
1. Place - 8.
2. Girl - 8.
3. Service- 9.
4. WIR. No.
5. Would I recommend- absolutely yes.
So this is where we are. The mongering report is avoid Tina. The joint is a mixed bag and if you don't get the girl you want, it is a mess. Nadine is everything she says she is and a pretty chill person.
The life lesson I want to share is this if you're in your 40's, mid life crisising hard, avoid feelings as much as you can. If you do go looking for love look in the right places not the wrong places like I did. And if you do want to do so especially after a bad break or fuck up of a marriage like mine, then figure your dating goals rather than trying to go with the flow. Emotionless paid sex is better than the mess that today's relationships are. A good paid GFE will take away your loneliness in a safer and saner manner.
And finally to goodbyes. I will be absolutely clear. I am not going to be doing something stupid to harm myself. But I'm planning on taking a break and figuring things out. I may also probably never choose to monger again. It was basically a coping mechanism for me over the years and I need to figure another method out. Plus between jobs right now so that situation needs to be sorted. I've found the forum and its seniors especially to be amazing amazing helpful folks and consider them friends despite never having met them (I'd actually love to grab a drink some time with anyone in a non mongering context) - Sam, Joe, Burkster, PlushTiger, WantMore, Kommnijtken (or however you spell it), and so many more who have been open with their information and tips over the years, thank you and keep the good work up. There's nothing to be ashamed of for any of us here, we all come for various reasons. And the grabbing a drink offer is always open. I will keep dropping in from time to live vicariously through your adventures and misadventures, and if someone wants to reach out drop me a DM and I will share my WhatsApp.
Goodbye and Good luck! Maverick Dubai, Over and Out.
