Emotional attachment to non pros.
Mongers,
During my 2 week trip to Manila / Makati, I pretty much shagged all pros or semi pros. However I lucked out in picking up a non-pro in the mall one time, and got together for 2. 5 of the days while I was there. She has her own $$ and would only accept minimal cash for cab fare, otherwise nothing else. She does let me pay for food tho. She just turned 20 and I for the life of me can't figure out why she continues to be interested in me (although I still look young, I am 40, even older than her step dad). Perhaps it's her fetish for Korean men and I am half Korean, and I can speak it as well.
We continue to exchange messages on we chat and kakao. The did tell her a lie that I am separated (in reality I am still married) but otherwise made it clear that because of my two young kids back in the states, I can't commit to any relationships, but would love to see her if I am back in Manila. She says anytime I am in Manila she wants to see me. She tells me this will always be the case until I decide I no longer want her company.
Hearing this I feel bad, and tell her pretty much the same thing. She will someday get a great boyfriend who wants to commit, and until that happens I will always be available to see her. I said when she commits, we can remain friends if she wants.
I think I am developing some emotional attachment here and seek the advice of veteran mongers. I have no plans to leave the wife for this girl but at the same time, feel disinterested in Manila pros and semi pros, compared to this girl. Perhaps some of you mongers juggle a few non pros at a time, and I have no idea how you deal with the emotional aspects of it. I see no harm letting this carry on for now, but as I am inexperienced with non pros, I can't see what the long term effects of this continued relationship will be like. Would appreciate your thoughts.