An experience that changed my perspective. The HW experience! FR? Maybe or Maybe not!
Penning this down before these events move out of my memory. I am sure this won't.
So, I got the leads for the hw mentioned off late. Thank you at CrazyGuy1918.
This one is going to be long and hell yes, I miserably failed For those who are in a rush.
WIR: Yes. Undoubtedly, the best hosts. I did not get such respect and behavior seen even at my in-laws!
How is she? My Little master did not even wake up. She tried her best. No fault of hers. I have a problem and I realize something about myself. More details below.
Can I go? Yes, if you have the leads.
Will you share the details? No. This is not my contact. And after the conversation with these fellas, I would stick to the rule and shall not share the lead with and without permission. If you want leads, sincerely request you reach out to others who have written details.
Will I go to them again? Yes. I did fail and miserably. But the way they treated me, and the conversations and their attitude makes me go! I am more into people than sex!
Detailed Narrative:
After reading the frs, I thought I should have some fun with a house wife since I was not having with my wife. No rhyming intended. I reached out to the ones who have posted frs, and none responded initially. So I gave up the idea.
Then, one senior responded and provided the lead. I went with it, and the hangouts initially did not work. But eventually switching to chat from hangouts helped and I was able to get through with the reference.
The directions were clear.
Initially thought of going for 2/3 hours. Then I checked the cab fare and it worked out to be 1000+ one side. This made me change the idea and asked him if they are ok with full night. So, I went with this with the thought that I should take out my bike and narrate a crazy night experience (without knowing what's ahead for me).
I started 2 hours prior, and then reached the place without any issues. Kudos to them for sharing the precise location.
I went in, and the husband greeted me so well and wife did not. But was asking her husband if I had dinner or if I needed something. She said that she did not speak with me because the kids were there and I totally understand and respect her for it.
The kids were in no mood to sleep early. So, I went to the room and slept for a while. At 12 or 1230, she walks in after freshening up. The loose hair and aroma just kicks in.
We chit chatted for a while and I love this part the most. She was quite open, and I replicated the same. I eventually started by taking her hand and landing a kiss on it. And then, feeling her closeness with hugs and kisses all over.
She responded nicely. But my master did not. So she tried with every skill she has got. She gave me a blow job, kissed the area without hesitation but the little one was so adamant that he should make me fail in this exam.
After seeing her trying to do this for a long time, I took her hand from the area and asked her to come up and stop doing it. I hugged her and said sorry for this, and she replied as to why did I say so?
I said my story on how I have not had sex for long, and my addiction to porn and masturbation. And that followed with a conversation, with her lying by my side and that felt good. That closeness and conversation was worth it, atleast for me. Each to his own brother!
And I asked her if she is disappointed. She said that she is not and told good things that its not about sex all the times, and it is completely fine! Just relax and stay calm.
But, yeah, little Jhonny did not respond.
We talked,
And I asked her the second time if she actually had rest. She then said ki, a bit. I asked her to sleep by my side since I have seen no signs of the little one rising to the ocassion.
I hugged her from behind (yeah, that has been a longing for my stupid life for long LOL) and eventually she slept. I did not disturb her, and I slept for a while as well.
And at somewhere around pre early morning, someone knocked the door and that is when I woke up and I woke up her. She left, and this time, laid back and validated what's my problem since little Jhonny did not raise to the ocassion multiple times.
I was watching no fap stories, so I thought If this is because of porn. And yes it is. I am not a hardcore fan, but the YT hot songs and sensual sex is quite enough.
So when no one was there, opened a video and Jhonny was raising this time!
Porn and erotica destroyed me totally. Those who say that masturbating is normal and is healthy are big fat liers. Don't believe them. Please!
The mental stimulus is so high atleast for me, and therefore, I could not get it harder when I had a lady who is having a pleasing attitude. Nothing could be worse than a situation where in you are hungry, there is a delicious meal and you can't eat it!
So, finally in the early morning. Had a tea (was really tasty and one of the best I have had in the recent times). Her attitude and the way she holds responsibility and accountability are something that I admire, appreciate or respect.
Gave them the money, and the husband bid me bye by coming till the gate. And, the best part is he asked me to ping him once I reach home safe. That definitely was not expected.
And here I go!
A minimum of 80 kmph, with reds on scooty. Drove 10-15 km at the same speed with a subconscious mind on the highway. Could have been dead, may be? But who cares? Trust me,. There was noone on the highway. So I could not hit and cause damage. But yeah, I have to have some serious brain detox. While I fucking don't care about my life, I don't want to cause any harm to anyone. So, on that front, I have to!
I don't know what my mind was doing. May be sleeping like my little one did. And as a result I took different directions, paths not known but eventually reached home.
90 km of travel, sometimes with a subconscious driver and a failed attempt to satisfy a woman.
That's my story.
What's next?
1. Cold showers.
2. Nofap for 30 days. If not, for first 2 weeks atleast!
3. No porn. No 18+ content.
4. Focusing back on work since I am very clear that I have to fix my issues mentally and physically.
5. Cycling and investing back on my well being.
At times, you have to be your own guardian and punish yourself for being a lazy asshole and fucking up life. I am sure a little detox would help me bounce back, and help the little master show up!
I know FRs are about sexperiences we have had. But I am sure I am not crossing lines, and sharing my genuine one because of the kind gesture and help I received here. Forever thankful and grateful. And so, these will be raw!
And if you are again thinking even for a second if it is because of her- Undoubtedly, no. They are a legitimate couple and from the conversation, they are in it. If they are taking money from you, they are providing what they can to the best of their abilities.
Last but not the least.
Will be sharing my wellness update in the wellness thread.
If you have ever experienced these instances say erectile dysfunction or whatever you want to name it, would appreciate any help or information. I am still not sure if I have a problem. Or if it is some baggage in my brain, all the sexual tension I have built after my last sexscapade with Shruti in Feb. Again, your suggestions or thoughts are appreciated about this issue. I hope I would overcome this.
Don't know why life fucks me over and over again. It just can't leave without fucking me to the best of its abilities every single time.
But hella making me a very very strong person. So challenges accepted!
Cheers. Stay safe and stay happy!
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