Special Report. Sorry for the legth and disturbing content.
hello, everyone,
all my respect to the legendary tea boy. i've noted that you have been actively contributing to the forum since 2002-2004. i've read many articles written by many others including those whose native languages in english, but i have never seen anyone whose vocabulary is as extensive as tea boys. he has also repeatedly noted and indicated that he is a sri lankan. so good to see a sri lankan with such amazing writing skills. you are a legend in isg with over 1300 reports. whenever i visit a place which you have already visited, i note it out as the place which the legendary tea boy has visited.
i am pretty sure that no isg member would associate with me after reading this article which i hopefully would be my final. i am also aware that this is not a place where one expects another to confess on all his sin. but i should say that i have not been a regular punter until recently. certain miserable activities changed my life completely. i've lost many of those who i loved dearly. i had been a clean being until the mid of this year, everything changed ever since.
my first encounter was at g* inn at bamba. , where a guy whispered to me asking if i need a massage. i decided to go for a normal massage without sex, but the stupid pimp forced me to go for a fuller. i never had sex, and limited everything to a cbj and a hand-shake. the place was the most disgusting and totally unhygienic.
i then visited a few karaoke's where i managed to be friends with few female hostesses. one became quite attached to me in a way that i felt like going to talk with her almost every day. she asked me to stop the new disturbing habit i've made as it would destroy me and also make me loose all the money i got. she clearly mentioned that there in to sell stuff to people, in fact all the places rips off their customers, and that she doesn't want me to go to such a state. she had a few bad examples to present. knowing that it would be too hard to me, she gave me her phone no and asked me to call her instead of visiting. despite the difficulties after working all night, she made it a habit to call me up early in the morning and make sure that my feeling are in tact. i eventually fell in love with this wonderful soul who was caring about me. but the last message was 'sorry. no more. for your own good. ' and vanished even from the karaoke. though i offered money knowing that she had family problems, she politely refused them. she said that it wouldn't work in between us because i know what kind of background which she comes from and that there are so many of her customers who would publicly comment about her, and what level of impact would that have on me.
since then i've visited many places. jh, r* sa, s*r*o, s* h, gt and a couple of places around mount & dehiwala. i almost got caught when lp was raided. i've realised that there are more brothels when compared to the number of schools, though prostitution is illegal. even when it comes to raid i just see it as some sort of a drama created to gain public attraction, or to tarnish the image of a public figure who visits the place. so raids are timed rather than targeted. fortunately, all my encounters during the past few months have been limited to touching and feeling the females asserts handshakes except for a couple of cbjs which i've got. i've spent a fair amount during the past few months. thinking about all, i feel discussed about myself. i badly want to get rid of this habit and felt that putting up this article which would stop me from repeating the same mistake once again.
i've also realised that the amount i have spent towards this dangerous new hobby is far more than what i have donated to charity. i've seen a number of articles which says that someone needs a significant amount for operations or to survive from a major disease. we see so many beggars on the street who deeply value even a five rupee coin what we give them. but i feel ashamed after realising that i spend like rs 5000 every weekend to fulfil my needs, while throwing a few bucks at those who rarely get a chance to complete at least half of their daily meals. i was wondering with rs 5000 how many people i could have satisfied. we do feel good when someone appreciates what we have done. from today jonny small will be a different being. i am confident that i would be able change.
this habit gives does give us a certain level of entertainment. but in my case it was almost transforming into an addiction. apologies for filling up the forum with one large message. but i just had to throw this out to make myself feel good. i do agree on the fact that i have gone off topic in certain occasions which is typical me. so sorry again.
god bless you all.
Best wishes to Jonny Small85
[quote]I then visited a few Karaoke's where I managed to be friends with few female hostesses. One became quite attached to me in a way that I felt like going to talk with her almost every day. She asked me to stop the new disturbing habit I've made as it would destroy me and also make me loose all the money I got. She clearly mentioned that there in to sell stuff to people, in fact all the places rips off their customers, and that she doesn't want me to go to such a state. She had a few bad examples to present. Knowing that it would be too hard to me, she gave me her phone no and asked me to call her instead of visiting. Despite the difficulties after working all night, she made it a habit to call me up early in the morning and make sure that my feeling are in tact. I eventually fell in love with this wonderful soul who was caring about me. But the last message was 'Sorry. No more. For your own good. ' and vanished even from the Karaoke. Though I offered money knowing that she had family problems, she politely refused them. She said that it wouldn't work in between us because I know what kind of background which she comes from and that there are so many of her customers who would publicly comment about her, and what level of impact would that have on me.[/quote]Dear Jonny,
Thanks for sharing your experiences with us. I have highlighted the above paragraph because that is the part which I found the most moving.
My very best wishes to you.
TB