[QUOTE=SeizeTheDay; 1445340]`I need some advice. I believe I have fallen in love with a prostitute from Medellin. I wrote my report a month ago. In that report I stated how I longed to see this girl again, however in the time that has lapsed since then till now she has become the sine qua non of my existence. This girl is all I think about all day. Sure I get things done, but I do them while thinking of her. There is no longer me and my thoughts now it is me and my thoughts plus the thought of her. One user of the forum wrote that Costa Rica and the DR were the minor leagues while Medellin was the big leagues. Maybe I should have started with triple A first. I think that because I am in the US the dilemma is exacerbated; this is because I do not have sex with American women. This is an actual rule of mine, no American women. I am twenty one, no kids, never been married, and never had a girlfriend and I like things this way. The last thing I want is to be paying child support to some chick I had a one night stand with. While she refuses to let me see the child but expects the check to come in on time every month, no thanks. Because of the way I live my life the last thing I expected was to ever fall in love, I never planned for it. Now I try to rationalize it to myself, saying 'I cannot get hurt in a different country right? '. I always thought of fallen in love as a dangerous thing, a time when guys let their guard down and are inevitably eaten by their harpy girlfriend. I do not have any of her contact information, when I was in Medellin I was in such an elated state that I did not think about such things. I think you could say I had a natural high, or I was high on life despite that fact that I did not partake in drugs besides some Sildenafil. Now I am thinking of going back to Medellin to find this girl again and actually getting her information this time. I also should explain that I do not know this girl well so the attraction purely stems from the sex and everything else I gathered from the times we met. But I do not think any of these things matter because I do not want to be her boyfriend anyway. I just want to have the security of knowing I can find her on my next trip to Medellin. I believe this is a symbiotic proposition because I get the best sex of my life and she gets paid. If only fucking all women was this simple. I would like to know if anyone else has fallen for a girl the way I have? Also is my behavior irrational? Should I resent any feeling of love and attachment to this girl? Should I go back to Medellin to get this girls contact information?
Any help in this matter would be greatly appreciated thanks.[/QUOTE]Seems crazy to be taking Viagra at 21. Most 21 year-olds can fuck virtually non-stop. I could do that even if I was drunk out of my mind. Save the Viagra for later when you really need it.
You need to take another mongering trip and fuck a few dozen more hot chicks and then see if you're still in love. My prediction is you'll be laughing about this whole subject.
American women can be fine. The problem for me (and I assume many other ISGers) is I'm nearly 50 and I can't date much younger than mid thirties in the States. So I go to Colombia, Brasil, DR, etc to fuck hot-looking 20 year-olds. But you're 21. You can be fucking girls in the States like crazy. Just make sure you wear condoms, and you shouldn't have to worry.
