Old member, now unable to log on
Hi all,
I am old senior member, now having lost the senior level status, earlier I used to log on as Boy Toy, but have forgotten my password and I am unable to log on as BT anymore (any ideas as to how it can be done, I don't remember the e.mail I'd I used earlier when I created the user).
Anyways would like to share something I was ashamed to share since last year but having gone thru the experience would like to warn others, last year in April I was in suzie wong in Soi Cowboy, when I caught the fancy of a Bar girl, apparently it was the other way round one BG threw herself over me and stared to do every possible thing in the bar itself, bar fined her, she insisted we go to bar opposite of suzie wong, apparently owned by a farang where BJ's and HJ's are provided in the bar only, I am forgetting the name but I am sure all the experienced mongers will be able to recall which bar this was, anyway she was all over me again, according to her she found me to be very attractive, we were all over each other even in the bar, another man approached me and told me the girl was too hot, later he asked me if I was ok for a threesome, to which I quickly declined, we walked out of the bar and I headed to my hotel.
The action started as soon as we reached the room, now came the tricky part, she wanted the intercourse to be without protection, I insisted to wear a condom, after about 15 min, things were not going the way she wanted, she took the condom off my thing, put it in her without it, I was a no. Of drinks down and gave in, did it without any protection, came on her tits and not inside, to which she was surprised, somehow after this immediately I was not drunk anymore, the guilt conscious on me started to kill me inside.
I sent her back home, and started to do some research on the net, later found some preventive methods, went to Bumrungrad hospital the next day was prescribed PEP by a well english speaking doctor who was most understanding.
But the side effects killed me, the next few days were full of dizzy nights and strong headaches, some times they were unbearable, and the guilt conscious kept killing me inside, was in BKK for another 4 days, but all got ruined all my nights were full of headaches or dizziness, had no idea on what to do, could not consume alcohol. My once a year escapade into the land of smiles turned into a trip of frowns, reached back home, the PEP medication was to be followed for another 10 days, which I had to be careful of not anyone getting to know.
Today almost an year as passed all I want to tell my fellow mongers is too never give in to any such silliness which I have committed a small bit of carelessness can lead to a big fuck up and can ruin everything. Just be aware and careful, don't do what I have done.
Take care.