Should I go to my fave porm star?
Some advice please:
My favorite porn star is in Czech and the cost is about 250 euros, maybe more for some extras. In any case, the price is not a problem.
The problem is: I am close to being obsessed with this woman. I have scoured the internet for all her videos and kept them all. I love everything about her, I think she is phenomenal.
I've been infatuated with porn stars before, like I assume many guys. But after getting their videos, eventually I erase them all. I stopped watching them on a regular basis.
But this girl, every day I have to tell myself not to look at her folder when I'm in Documents on my laptop. I've had her videos for awhile now and I can't erase them. When I watch them I want her SO bad, its not like with regular porn. I want her to have my kids. I want to make love to her, not bang her....I think you get the point.
So, I'm not sure I should do it. What if I f'n love it and become more obsessed? What if it gets worse?
I do want to bang other girls in czech, but I want to do her first. And if its great I want to do her again and again and again....
Of course, if I go and she's a ***** or a robot in bed , problem solved, right?
What say you?