Sorry, you are right...you were wrongfully accused.
I believe you probably do understand me...You see, I am just a big teddy bear, and my girls are all preciosa to me, each and everyone of them, and I can't help but just love them to death. If I seem like I am controlled by them, it is just that I appreciate them sooooooo much, really, soooo much...smack, smack, smack, smack, smooch, smooch, smmoch...
You see, the board just takes my comments all too seriously...I am a lover (and part-time shit disturber), not a fighter!
Hope to see you in about three weeks. And, you are right, I don't remember your advising me with respect to changing my habits.
Frankly, You are a very smart dude. I think your motivations are kind of selfish...
You know why?
Because if I change my habits, no girl is safe. If I stick to my Angel Girl, everyone is better off in the long run...verdad?
USB
[QUOTE=Wastedgman]Now hold on just a minute there cowboy. I did not tell you notin' - Don't get me involved in this. I am keeping out of it because, my good friend, I actually understand you ..... sshhhh ... don't tell anyone.
Have fun - enjoy yourself and be safe.
Wasted[/QUOTE]
Serious contemplations...
But, like all males, I am totally disoriented in your typical shopping mall :-) Thank God, in that sense, I am apparently normal.
I Hope you can make it WastedG. We can just kick back and have a cold one, an ice cold Coke Light that is. :-)
Frankly, when I contemplate the upcoming trip, I am not really that excited about seeing the girls. I am pleased, and look forward to spending time with my amigos, and I enjoy the girls, but sometimes dealing with them is a double edged sword. For some reason my desire to interact with the girls just isn't what it once was, and that desire is not even up to the same level as it was a couple of months ago. I think it has to do with the hassles of coordinating my desired level of GFE activity in MTY.
I think perhaps I am burning out. I want to see my Angel Girl very much on the one hand, but on the other I realize that it is all mostly a meaningless kind of thing, perhaps legitimate in the moment, but lacking any real meaningful significance with respect to my ultimate happiness upon my return to the real world. I don't know why I would even expect any meaningful significance out of such encounters...I don't...I really don't intellectually expect it. But, I think perhaps I am just growing tired of the games, tired of having to do all the work, tired of the travel, tired of spending a lot of money for what is generally just mediocre sessions, etc...
I once knew a very experienced monger, one whose screen name would probably be instantly recognized were I to divulge it. Anyway, he has since almost dropped completely off the face of the earth. You don't hear much of him these days on the boards. He eventually got married to a legitimate nice girl, in a foreign venue of course. But, I found it interesting that his reasons for getting married were that he was just tired of the games, the lies, the bar girl routine, etc...He had just finally had enough. I don't think I am at that juncture yet, not to the point of saying that I have had enough. But, I am finding myself considerably melancholy over the game itself.
I have contemplated a cooling off period with respect to returning to MTY, but I am like a drug addict, simultaneously craving and cursing whatever it is that motivates me to continue this routine. I suppose I realize that if I were to cut back, I would also be cutting back on my routine, and "routine" is what serves me well as an excuse to return.
You know, if you return regularly, each month, same period of time being gone from home, all of it being related to your regular work regimen, everybody at home expecting you to be in MTY on a monthly basis, then by cutting back on that regimen, you also cut back on the very thing that justifies your being gone, the very thing that makes your absence seem normal to everybody else.
The more you cut back on making regular scheduled trips to MTY, the more unique your absence becomes when you decide to travel frequently to MTY after taking a short vacation from it. So, if I expect to return as often as I previously enjoyed returning, it is important for me to continue my travel routine to MTY, or at least to continue traveling once a month to somewhere, so that everything seems relatively normal, and so I do not sabotage my own opportunities to return often.
If I cut back to once every two months, once a quarter, once every six months, etc...then if I choose to return on a monthly basis again, it calls that increase in travel activity into question. Whereas, if everything stays relatively static, there are no questions, and everyone is accepting of my travel circumstances.
I've considered traveling to other venues as a reprieve from the routine of the MTY bar girls, but the game itself seems to have lost it's overall appeal. I don't know what is happening, whether it's just my becoming burned out, or if I am simply developing an aversion to the work associated with the travel and coordination effort involved in a mongering holiday, or perhaps I am just developing a mature attitude with respect to my own contentedness. Whatever it is, I am feeling in a funk part of the time, and I'm charged up for a revist other times.
The point is, if you are able to travel freely, through work, or whatever, you can not cut back on that regimen without it affecting your overall freedom to monger should your batteries recharge. Just food for thought for those of us in similiar situations at home.
[QUOTE=Wastedgman]So tell me USB, do you know your way around the clubs or what? Hot damm man, you even know south from east? I only know where west is because of the pre-sunset walks to Infinito. But that's all. I don't know which way east is :-) I wonder if our local friend, Carlos, knows.
And the sun rises from the other side in the morning so I cannot see it until it’s sky-high.
Yes, Casino has 2 entrances on both roads.
When, if, I'm there, tempt me to go clubbing to some of those ones you mentioned. Will I be disappointed?
Wasted.[/QUOTE]
There's a big old cockroach...
Perhaps that's it...BB King did indeed sing "The Thrill is Gone." Perhaps I merely have the blues.
He also sang, "There's a big old cockroach looking up at me," or perhaps that was Albert King...anyway, I digress. And, I don't mean to imply comparisons between the bar girls of MTY and the cockroaches of Albert King fame :-)
Thankfully, at least I have contributed some meaningful recommendations within the last two posts to assist our most recent visitor to MTY, and hopefully I will be forgiven for lapsing into meaningless, worthless drivel such as this.
I will recover my optomism soon...Please stand by. :-)
[QUOTE=Wastedgman]Was it BB King who sang this one? and then I think it was Steve Winwood who said: "I gave you seven children and now you wanna give 'em back".
How Blue Can You Get? yeah, that's it. You should check those out.
Been downhearted, baby, ever since the day we met
I been downhearted, baby, ever since the day we met
Our love is nothing but the blues
Baby, how blue can you get
My love is like a fire but your love is like a cigarette
My love is like a fire but baby, yours is like a cigarette
I watched you step down on it, baby, and crush it
Tell me, how how how blue can you get
You're evil when I'm with you and you're jealous when we're apart
Yes, you're evil when I'm with you baby, lord have mercy, you're jealous when we're apart
How blue can you get ? right here in my heart
I gave you a brand new Ford but you said, "I want a Cadillac"
I bought you a ten-dollar dinner, you said, "Thanks for the snack"
I let you live in my penthouse, you said it was just a shack
I gave you seven children and now you wanna give 'em back
I been downhearted, baby, ever since the day we met
Our love is nothing but the blues
Baby, how blue can you get
Thank you Winwood
Wasted.[/QUOTE]