It's not that I wish I was dead, it's just that I wish I was never born
I just wish I had the guts to do this. To go and retire in South East Asia. I just need a little more cash saved up and I can make this dream a reality. I'm at the end of my life now fellas, and if I have just a few years left I want to spend it banging babes. I've got some contacts left from my time in south east Asia decades ago, sent here against my will by the way, that's all I'll say about the 70's. It's a curse I got out alive and not a day goes by that I'm not haunted by those memories. I shoulda died then. Anyway I can settle down in a cheaper country, like Indonesia, Cambodia, or even some place in Borneo, a small city or even small town, or even Thailand itself, but in a smaller less touristy town, and with Air Asia, make my way to Bangkok every now and again, coupla times a year, 25 days at a time, make a youtube channel with videos like Asian Night, and slowly over time make some income from it while I bang hot Thai chicks now and again. Then I'll just fade away into the great unknown. I'll probably be the oldest digital nomad youtuber douchebag type there, but what a way to go.