Life is a continuous process
Bro,
The below portion of your FR has couple of very important points.
Ex-Factor. - Leading you to direct comparison, probably even filling you up with guilt. You may be using sex as an alternative experience to fill a certain void.
Rule no 1 is if you don't enjoy it don't do it. Anyways this is not a paid job where the boss will screw you for underperforming.
Anxiety / void / make peace. These words are pointing out to stress, tension and depression. Talk it out with supportive folks. If possible visit a qualified counselor as well.
I'm assuming you must be approx mid-thirties, welcome mid-life crisis with open arms.
We've all gone through different phases in life including breakups, divorce, job / financial problems, etc but as they say 'this too shall pass'.
Cheers.
P.S. - Your erection problem is just due to anxiety, nothing which a little blue pill can't handle.
[QUOTE=JohnSmith2021;2651014] Provides good BBJ, this goes to say that I am no expert and since it was a first for me, but I really enjoyed it. Also I repeated her just for the BBJ experience. Its been a while now and was a bit horny recently and thought I'll visit her again but then mind is not able to accept it and decided to drop the plans. Now coming to the entire mongering situation I am still not able to enjoy the sessions the way I expected it to be. Initially I thought it was anxiety, so I thought the third or fourth time would be that magic number, but I can say that I remain more composed rite now and still somewhere deep down I am not able to make peace with it. It just feels as though there's some void in these engagements. A normal romantic time with my Ex (Never had penetrative sex with her) used to feel much better. But Sex with escorts just feels bland and dull and not good enough. Further it is at an extent where I find it difficult to maintain a good erection as well if left unstimulated. This used to never be the case with my Ex where I would have an erection that would just be difficult to take down. Really confused at my situation and don't know if I should continue or just put an end to this thing since I feel I am burning my pockets for something that ultimately ends up being nothing. Opened to suggestions as well.[/QUOTE]
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