October bliss + rendezvous + acknowledgement
October 2025 was one of the best months (hands down).
It was more like when you keep on investing consistently and then start seeing returns / dividends.
Had some of the best meets with indie / part timers (paid). Also social time and online call / video calls with them (unpaid).
Took membership if SA a couple months back and had put in lots of time in screening / making acquaintance with girls. Finally found someone who ticks all the boxes.
Genuine thanks to some senior members of the forum (Delhi and SA. India) who guided in navigating situations without asking for anything in return. I keep you all in high regards.
FRs. Reluctant in putting up FRs, as contact gets spoilt and some guys share screenshot with the girl, thereby working relation going sour. Personal request. Please don't share about ISG to girls. The girl won't meet you for free / develop soft corner for you.
Emotional connect and sex
Lately I've been having many thoughts around this whole activity.
Personally for me it's difficult to carry out the whole deed without any connection, without any meaning in touch / hug / sex. So, on one side. When you get naked with a girl. You are looking for that connection because that gives so much more satisfaction in your act with her. But on the other side you don't want to go overboard too obviously. Because. Well. It's a complicated situation. You're not going to make a real future with her you know. She's a WG in the end. You want to dip your toe enough to feel the chill, but don't want to jump in the river. Cause. You may drown. Striking this balance seems so very hard personally for me, may be not as hard with a regular WG with whom you mechanically do the deed, but hard with homely or good looking girls I usually want to be with. For someone like me who is generally very sensitive by nature and for whom sex generally signifies getting close to a girl and enjoy some lovely time together, it's so very hard. I'm well off money wise so have / would have "good looking girl" options as well. But that's where my difficulty lies. I don't know how the Super senior members who've been doing it for years and years generally developed a muscle to handle this.
I'm by no means a young 20 yo having these thoughts. I'm in my late thirties and have seen a lot of life already. But I'm relatively new to this mongering thing due to all that's going on in life. But managing the sexual urges, need for satisfaction, need for love and connection has brought me to where I am now. I'm old enough that in no way whatsoever I'm going to consider falling for a WG; have marriage scars and enough life experience to avoid that, so NOT looking for caution or advice regarding that, but if any forum members who have been in similar situations or dealt with similar things could share their similar life experiences / stories, think should help me feel less alone in what I'm going through, that's all. Thanks!